ok im losing my grasp on life! i've started withdrawling from everyone! i spend most of my time in my room, drawing, listening to music, writing lyrics, singing my lyrics, playing video games, reading, playing on the internet, and homework... at school my "friends" rarely talk to me anymore... i've kinda started getting more mature i guess... im still really random and weird like during lunch i will make a random noise such as Ba-caw!!! lol but yea i've gained an intrest in anime... i just faded away from my old ways... i've made some new friends but its still weird ya know? i guess the rumor about high school is true! "you change when you get to highschool." sooo many ppl told me that but i didnt listen to them... oh i dont think i wrote this but i learned the soulja boi dance and the cupid shuffle... my gma bev watches ellen degenerous and well soulja boi was on there and my gma askes every1 if they know the dance... so i cant wait till sunday when we go visit her so i can show her it!!!! she lives about 2 hours away so we go almost every weekend to see her!!!! my gma is sooo much fun!! How many 56 year olds do you know that call their daughters whores and bitches? lol my gma called my mom and my 3 aunts that when they were laughing at my gma's makeup... she shakes alot due to her parkenzies... not sure on the spelling but u get it!! it makes her shake ALOT AND ALL OVER!! i say shes ganna pimp slap someone!!!! lol she laughs at me... ugh.... ya kno... things are better when you get to start them over new... except those life long projects... those are the best... i guess what im saying is that i wish i could start over before i get much older... not like death and life start over but like a new school start over. understand? if not leave a comment!!! lol please!.!.! well i dont have much to say for now.... thanks for reading!! stay crazy!! oh ive started writing my story!!!! i've got to write some of it for you guys!!!! ill try to remember to write it!!! lol! bye bye 4 now!!!