Ugh... ok my friend *kara is dating my friend *ken... and my friend *adam doesnt like ken... well adam thinks ken is only dating kara to get in her pants... well ken says thats not true...... well im friends with all of them and im always being put in the middle... now kara is mainly innocent in this except that well she wants to have sex b4 she gets out of highschool... well this stired up stuff with adam... well adam is calling ken a cheater and is turning every1 against them... well ken calls adam gay... or queer kid... so yea then i have to listen to ken complain that adam is calling him a jerk and all of this when he does the same thing!!!! well today i went off on all of them!!!!!! i went off on ken 4 talking sh*t when he complains about adam doing it... i yelled at adam 4 the same thing... i yelled at these 2 other girls cuz they r trying to break up ken and kara. well then i told kara she needs to ignore everything 4 a while... she didnt really do anythhing... ken doesnt kno that kara wants to have sex yet!!! so yea... now i have about 5 or 6 people mad at me... honestly i think that ken and kara relationship is ok... if it works it works... but if kara wasnt involved in the relationship then ken would b on his own dealing with everything... if kara and ken werent dating... things would b better... but kara seems soo happy now... ugh... ive been withdrawling from the world... lately i seem to have an obsession with skulls, music, internet, and Zelda. I barely talk to anyone anymore.... this one guy has noticed... i have a crush on him but i dont think he likes me back but today he was the only one there for me when i broke down... i just couldnt take anymore of the pplz sh*t... *peter was the one who came and grabbed my arm and took me to another table in lunch cuz he saw how mad i was at ken... i probably would have slugged him!!! It just seems like i can tell peter everything... so a horrible day turned out pretty good... i have a date with peter!!!! I cant wait!!! we r ganna go to the movies... we r ganna see prom night... i hope its good... i heard it was pretty scary... hmmmmm... well ill write more tomorrow so thanks 4 reading this!!!!