ok one of my friends commited suicide earlier today... the funeral is on monday... im not going tho... only because i feel that if you are ganna kill yourself obviously you wouldn't want a funeral for people to see you because you killed yourself to get away from them!!! Honestly i think suicide is for wimps who can't put up with their pampered life... omg mom didnt get you that laptop so your going to kill yourself... yea thats a lame excuse but kids actually use it... honestly why kill yourself??? wtf is that point in that???? all your doing is causing more pain for everyone else and leaving people with the cost of a funeral or cremation... why do that to some one when your still 12-19? suicide is really retarded... honestly... you just have to think to yourself is this worth it??? is my life worse than that girl who's dad beats and rapes her... is my life worse than the life of those kids over in asia and iraq who are starving to death? hell no your life isn't worse than that!!!! teenagers now a days dont use their heads and it pisses me off........ f'ing kids!!!!!! Its scary thinking that the worlds future is in the hands of my generation.... my generation is seriously f'ed up!!! if any of the kids from my school ever grow up and become president or something... then the world is screwed!!!! my school is nationaly ranked in the top 5... for the most drugs.... yea.... its worse than all of the getto's in the whole state of illinois!!!!!! i dont go to parties anymore because as soon as you get there its like they just give it to you in a gift bag... every party i went too... but an hour away i go to parties and only like 2 times have i been offered drugs... i said no of course... only because i dont like the smell of cigs... so why would i want to smoke weed? its like the same thing as a cig kinda... only more of a buzz if guess... people ask me if i hate the smell of cigs then why do i go over to mike& willies... well cuz one they are my cousins... and two i mainly go over there to hang out with willie and we usually leave the house and go to his friends house... almost all of the kids hang out there... well the skaters anyway... they all smoke there too... cigs and weed... yea they all stoped smoking there for now.... ugh.... well yea... this seems like enough for now so yea... thanks for reading...

ahhh.... to be on here writing again.... its been like 4ever.... grrr.... yea i havent been on here lately due to all of the makeup work i had so yea... its sooo hard trying to make up 2 sets of algebra while trying to get the 1 thats due the next day done too!! in top of that i have french homework and a fashion project.... idk what fashion really has to do with french except for the fact that our chapter we are on is about clothes.... then i have physical science and there's almost always homework in there!!!! then i have drivers ed... and english.... and some pe packets we get.... yea we get homework in pe!!!!!! retarded right?!?!?!?! oh and i have yearbook to work on!!!!!! damn i got a lot of stuff to do... oh and what really sucks is that my studyhall got taken away so i could have drivers ed.... grrrrr.... oh well.... oh its still suprizing to me how much drama there is in my school... like my friend mack is dating this guy mike... well people keep telling her mike is a player and only wants in her pants... ugh.... why do people have to spread things around??? ok now if you said one thing about their boyfriends theyd slap you... but oh no they can say what they want and when you get mad at them they start a b***h fight... oh now mack has been my friends since 6th grade. ive known her since 4th but i didnt hang out with her all the time... well in 5 th grade she had brain surgery due to seizures.... well because of that she doesnt fully understand things and isnt in full control of her emotions... which leaves me to do the dirty work... so yea ive gotten suspended before because i got in a fight with some girl who called mack a whore... yea.... i get into fights alot tho.... most people know not to mess with me but some just dont know when enough is enough.... ok... i recently got into a fight because me and some friends were all out hanging out when james came and was flirting with this girl...whose name idk.... well her bf. came and james and i left... mainly cuz the gurls bf. and i dont get along very well... he's racist and i have a black sister... point blank... well we left and james's friend called the cops on the other pplz cuz they were out in the cemetary and they blamed james and i for calling the cops... well all day at school they would come up and call us names...which didnt bother me none... then they started running into us in the hallways causing us to run into other people... then at lunch they threw food at us... ok now i was pissed... cuz i was wearing a new shirt that was white... they threw a french frie wit ketchup on it at me and it got alll over my shirt... i was pissed!!!! so i punched a guy.... walked off school grounds after that... i dont like the principal hes really cocky so i just left.... and when james and i left the school... well there were a couple of guys waiting for us.... so now i got suspended for punching someone, walking of school grounds, and 4 days in juvy for pulling a knife on the guys who tried to jump us.... yea... plus 2 months of grounding and 3 months of probation... that was added to my last probation of 4 months... i was at my cousins house and he was down in the basement smoking pot with his friends and cuz i was in the house i got probation.... they all got 9 months probation... mainly cuz this was the second time this has happended....so yea thats all i got to say for now... i should probably go to bed... ugh.... well ill write more tomorrow hopefully.... thanks 4 reading this!!!!!!! stay crazy and be you!!!!

ok i've been working on writing a book but all of my past ideas were weak and sounded like soooo many other books i had read... and i've finally have come up with one thats unique all on its own!!!!!! Ok there's this girl...,lets call her lola,... well lola is being stalked by a vampire and a werewolf... well the only reason she is being stalked is because she gave off a siren call... now she did not know this.. a siren call is like a dog whistle, only the dog can hear it... well whats rare about her call is that both vamp and w.wolf could hear it... now i dont meal all vamps and all w.wolves can hear it... only certain ones can hear it... well most calls are to either just vamps or just w.wolves.. rarely to both... so these two fight over which gets to call lola theirs... they don't know that she is actually the almighty's daughter... the almighty is the highest athority... he can wipe out the entire universe... well the almighty didn't want to give up his throne... well its accustomed that if the almighty has a child then when the child gets married the child and its spouse become the almighty...well if the child is a boy its the almighty if the child is a girl then her husband is the almighty... so as you can see he doesn't want to give up his throne.. so he put her on earth and desguised her as a human... suprizingly the board...(the board is the people who make rules and give the almighty advice)...the board hasn't figured out that the almighty has had a child.... hmmmmmmm.... The whole plot of the story is that the almighty is devious and when the vamp & the werewolf hear the siren they automaticly get the mission of taking the almighty down!!!!
What do you think?????? Please leave me comments!!!!!!! I just need to know what you think!!!!! Do you understand what its about???? Is it just plain stupied?? Oh please just tell me up front what you think!!!! I won't be mad!!! I need some critizism on my idea to form my main plot... so please leave comments!!!!!

ok today my mom made me stay home because i had a headache...yea i know she loves me and worries aboout me but i hate being at home!!! Its uber boring...so here i am sitting in my roon with nothing to do.... its sooo boring... i rarely get sick...which is weird cuz sum1 in my family is always sick. one day its mom next its dad!!!!ugh its sooo dreading to be home... i love being at school, i like to learn things... ugh why why why do we have to have sickness... grrrrr...hmmmm well so far today all i've done is watched movies wrote some of my story im working on... its amazing!!! maybe ill write some of it tonight for those of you who want to read it... so yea i have to get off here for now but i will write more later!!!!!

Hello... Im chelsea. Im 15 years old. I like to paint/draw, cook, make random videos with my friends, ride on my 4wheeler and gokart, listen to music, write poems and lyrics, write short stories, and hangout with my friends. Pretty much im not your typical 15 year old girl... im diffrent. I spend my days daydreaming of magical worlds and then writing about them and drawing them. Most girls probably sit and daydream about the hottie next to them but honestly im not into guys or girls... i prefer to be on my own. That may sound weird, but here's why... guys normaly are a let down. Not all of them but alot of them are... and girls are just plain mean!!!! Why are girls always fighting with each other? Don't they relize that by degrading and disrespecting each other that shows the guys that its ok for them to do that to girls too??? Why don't they get it? Oh well... ok just so you know i don't believe in god, but i dont worship the devil! ok... i love ghosts and the supernatural world. it fascinates me... yea your probably thinking this girl is super weird... well yea i am... but how many 15 year olds can carry on a conversation thats well actually intellegent??? Not many can do that... if u get to know me you'll see that im alot of fun... ok i was raised around my guy cousins so yea i will warn you that im sort of pervy... i do joke around like that but i dont mean any harm... i normaly dont talk pervy unless i really know you well... so yea dont worry about that.. also im really honest. ask me a question and ill give you an honest answer... you may find it super hard to believe but in real life i rarely talk... mainly because i live in a hicktown and i think its wasting breath to talk to some of them... most of my friends are guys who live about an hour away from where i live. they are my cousins friends... i have 3 older guy cousins and im at their house like every weekend so yea... hmmmmm... yea i guess that basicly everything about me... i think. well i hope you read my other blogs i will write in the future... and yea thanks 4 reading this.