ok today in lunch jeremy the guy i got into a fight with well he dumped nasty azz food all over me today! He just came over to my table and dumped his tray on me. I was really pissed!!!! the lunch teacher came over before i could do anything tho... so i had to go to the girls locker room take a shower in there (we have showers in there.) and change into my gym clothes. ugh i was soooo mad!!!! He got a day in suspension. I can't do anything cuz if i get in trouble again im stuck in 9th grade. i guess i've missed too many days of school. ugh... im sitting in my living room watching tv. Have you seen the new episode of CSI?? oh my it was GREAT!!! i loved it!!! so yea my mom is sitting on the couch reading a bible... she never has read the bible before well when she was a kid she went to church but in my short life i've never seen her read it... i dont know.
OH ok i have made a list of all of the jobs i have/have done. ok here it goes: washing windows and tractors, yard work, babysitting, detassaling, hay bailing, selling jewlery i make, helping my mom sell beauty products, working on my farm, working at a farm equipment store, working at the laundry mat/ car wash. yea i have alot of jobs!!! the farm equipment store i only work there during the winter on the weekends. the laundry mat/carwash on the weekends in summer and detassaling during the week in summer when its running and hay bailing after detassaling is over... and working on the farm when im needed, and everything else is whenever. i bought a bunch of clothes for myself and my sisters cuz they needed some. Plus it took some of the strain off my mom and stepdad! then i bought a couple of games for ds. and i bought a bunch of minutes for my cell phone and i bought a new mattress for my bed... see last year with mom and dad's income tax money mom and dad bought a new mattress for them cuz there's was like 15 years old... new mattresses for the girls... and there wasn't enough for me to get a new one.. so i said just get the other mattresses ill just wait... it doesnt matter anyways where ever im at i still sleep the same... i normally go to bed at about 10:30-11:00 o clock and then i wake up at 2 am and then i go back to sleep then i wake up again at 5 am then go back to sleep and i finally wake up at 6:30 am for school... so between the clothes mattress games and minutes i had $500 left... i spent it on a present for my mom for mother's day... im sending her to a spa where she will be treated like a queen and will get pampered without having to worry about us kids and dad. she'll be gone for 2 days... she doesnt know it but she leaves friday night and comes home sunday afternoon i've already hired someone to drive her. as you can tell im generous!!! lol! but i mainly only spend money on family and friends. Oh i bought mackenzie and cody and laura and megan gifts 4 their b-days!!i bought cody 2 cd's ( he loves music) i bought mack a bunch of bracelets and rings ( she LOVES jewlery) i bought laura a $30 gift card to walmart. (her fav store lol) and for megan i gave her $30. well i gtg so thanks for readign this!!!

deep breath deep breath... ok i have a science project that needs to be finished by tuesday, a french quiz to study for, get someone to tudor me in algbra cuz i don't understand some of the new things, get my driver's ed done, finish up my english homework plus the extra credit she gave us... altho i dont need to do the extra credit but hey a 10% added to your grade isnt bad considering that i have a 95!!! lol i have the highest grade in my class!!! i am in english b (the dumb english) and the pplz in my class are the slackers too... so i got alot going 4 me!!! lol ya know if they all turned in their homework, studied a lil, and paid more attention they could pass... all of our assignments are basicly completion grades... if u got it done you got a 100... if not its a 0. tests and quizes arent like that tho!!! lol i helped grade tests before it was actually fun!!! thats like the only class that i have an A in besides like pe and art... but its not hard to get an A in pe or art! My friend cody is in english a and he's getting a b in there. well i think its better to get an A in a lower class than to take a higher class and only get a b. I think the main reason im passing is because im really good with vocab words. so on our test when half of it is matching of vocab and definitions i know ill get half of the test right. tee hee... so yea its like 11 o clock at night... i was working on my science project then i switched over to english, and i went back to science and now im on here... yea isnt it awesome?!?! lol i lovr the lil emotion icons... they r so cute!! so yea im really bored right now... i think im ganna go to bed soon....... but im not really tired... i want to listen to music but i know i have to go to bed or else ill be super tired tomorrow... grrr... lol ill go to bed soon i guess. hmmm, im listening to KoRn as usual... i need to put my mudvayne cd on my laptop!
Mudvayne is one of my many fav bands!!! i like sooooo many bands i cant choose which is my fav!!!! hmmmm.... omg ok well that guy that was pissing me off the other day with his racist comments well i guess he's dating this girl laurel (she used to be my friend but we grew apart we still talk a lil) well my friend laura was all like do u kno jeremy L****d? and i said oh! Racist Jeremy? and laura was like she's dating him pointing to laurel... yea awkward right??? well whatever... he is racist and i have every right to call him that!! ugh im ganna get off the subject b4 i make myself mad again about fight with jeremy... god for a senior thats such a good student he's a really good hider of who he really is!! ugh well thanks fer reading this and stay crazy!!!

tee hee im watching the simpsons movie with my sisters. lol its funny! we are at the part where homer is having an epifiney at the boob ladies house. lol!!! tee hee this movie is too funny!!! yea my sisters finally stopped playing the wii... i think after this movie is over im ganna play the wii...... hmmmm.... tee hee... oh i was on bite-fight again as usual and now i have another member in my clan... oh bite-fight is a vampire/ werewolf site... your one or the other you do quests fight the opposite creature and train yourself. if you ever get on it and want to become a vampire enter my name (darkmistress93) in the place provided where it says the friend that told you about this site... you should get some extra gold or stuff... well anyways... yea well im ganna go now so yea thanks for reading this...

Yea ok so Enemyship probably isnt a word but yea you get the main idea! ok... This girl named Megan was my friend but lately she's been all b***hy!! If i say something she doesnt like she gives me a dirty look... if im talking to someone she doesnt like she gives me a dirty look!! Im all like what the hell?!?!?!?!? So yea i stopped talking to her and she didnt seem to notice that... until today. She got all up in my face and started screaming at me... yelling about me having no reason to be mad at her... blah blah blah. ok one im not MAD at her!! Im just sick of her!!!! She gets on my nerves constantly... ugh how do you tell someone to shut up without having them completely freak out on you?? wel late l anyways my mom and dad are on their way to springfield illinois to pick up mom's friend becky, from the airport... so they won't be home until later tonight. so im babysitting again tonight!! Woo Hoo... NOT!! ugh i just babysat like a not 2 long ago... grrrr... oh well i guess what can ya do?? nothing.absoultly nothing!!grawr!!! lol uh.... so yea what else should i say about today?? umm there's not much else to say so yea i guess ill talk to ya'll later!!! thanks fer reading dis... and remember to stay crazy!!!

YAH!!! i got my room clean today!! Oh yea!! GO ME! GO ME! lol it was really messy!! i spent like 3 or 4 hours cleaning it!! Im kinda weird when i clean my room... i clean it and i spend hours upon hours cleaning it and i keep it clean for a couple of days then i let it go all down hill for a week or two and repeat the process!!! weird i know!!! like i go through and clean under my bed where all of the junk my mom has NO room for goes... and i cleaned out my dresser took all of the clothes that are junky or dont fit me out of it... ummmm.... oh i cleaned my guinie pigs cage... i clean that every week anyways tho!! umm... oh i cleaned my closet!! It looks nice and orderly now!!!! i vaccumed under everything, i even go around the edges of the room like 2 or 3 times to get everything!!! lol when i clean im obsessive about it!!! lol!!! ahh... oh! my mom told me that sometime in june or july that my family and my moms friend kara and her 2 boys and my aunt renee and cuz damien are all going to FUN CITY!!!! lol it was soooo much fun last time my family and i went, but kara's oldest son justing (12) scares me!!!! oh did i tell you im a chipmunk ninja? yea thats what he said i am!!! weird right?? idk what the hell that even is!!! oh well... hmmm oh if im alot better at driving by the time we go up there i might get to drive!!!!!!!! oh its ganna b soooooo much fun!!! now if mom would gain up enough courage to go back out driving with me i could get better!!! my stepdad told me im not going to drive there cuz of the following reasons:1. I might get lost. (its one road all the way there!!! you follow it for like an hour and an half i watched the turns the last time we went up there! There were none!!!) 2. i wont be driving at his speed and he's not ganna drive at 50 or 45 mph!!! 3. if i make a mistake driving in another state i wont be able to get my actual license until im 21. (thats all of what my stepdad said)
soo because of what he said im ganna make it my goal to be better at driving cuz i really want to drive up there!!!! also just to shove a big old in your face in HIS face!!!! lol he always tells me oh you cant do that or this... blah blah blah then he gets pissed that i proved him wrong!!! WTF?!?!?!? He's not all bad tho... but sometimes i dont know about him... i mean he'll just like turn on you on a dime... if i say something and he doesnt like it he'll go on this like hour long lecture about how thats blah blah blah'z thinking... (to keep from getting nasty comments im blocking out political parties and political thoughts of my stepdad)... so yea he can go on and on about blah's opinion on the death penalty and how he disagree's with them... so on and so on....i mean its like dude i didnt mean to upset you i was just telling you about what somebody said today!! we cant watch tv without him commenting it especially the news!!! oh but he loves the history channel yea hes 30 but he acts like hes 59 and knows everything!!! so everyday when me and my sisters get home from school one of us turns on the history channel cuz 5 minutes after we get home he comes in... that and it keeps him off of our backs about whatever... peace and quite time!!! lol... he means well i think its just he doesnt know how to express himself calmly and politely... i've told him before when he randomly started yelling at the tv... " ya know.... yelling at the tv will do you or it any good... yea they dont see things like you do but hey turn the tables around! would you like someone doing that to u? i dont think so... if ur ganna express urself the the tv at least do us all a favor and dont yell and get all pissed off... for cryin out loud u've got spit all over you!!! see this is why we stop breath and calmly say wat we gotta say" ........ he told me to go to my room cuz i was annoying him!!!! lol i went to my room turned on my stereo and laughed until i couldnt laugh anymore!!!! mainly cuz 1 he took my advice cuz he didnt raise his voice at me and 2 cuz he didnt want to take my advice!!!! lol!!! he is a push over sometimes too!!! ok i found that if i want something... i need to bribe/butter him up... 2 days before a school dance i made some white chocolate macadamia nut cookies.. (his fav...) and i had them waiting on a plate on the counter when he got home... he came home late... it was planting season... he's a farmer... well anways then he sat down with the whole plate and ate them... so i brought over the remote a glass of milk... buttered him up and it worked!!! that and just bugging him works tooo!!! but hey why not go the extra mile?! Plus i had choco. chip cookies in da microwave for me and da girls cuz i made them b4 his cookies!!! and then i made my moms sugar cookies she likes... oh oh and i made frosting!!! yea but it didnt turn out as good as my mom's... but im over it!!! lol well its getting late so i think im ganna go to bed so yea thanks for reading and please stay crazy!!!