tee hee im watching the simpsons movie with my sisters. lol its funny! we are at the part where homer is having an epifiney at the boob ladies house. lol!!! tee hee this movie is too funny!!! yea my sisters finally stopped playing the wii... i think after this movie is over im ganna play the wii...... hmmmm.... tee hee... oh i was on bite-fight again as usual and now i have another member in my clan... oh bite-fight is a vampire/ werewolf site... your one or the other you do quests fight the opposite creature and train yourself. if you ever get on it and want to become a vampire enter my name (darkmistress93) in the place provided where it says the friend that told you about this site... you should get some extra gold or stuff... well anyways... yea well im ganna go now so yea thanks for reading this...

Yea ok so Enemyship probably isnt a word but yea you get the main idea! ok... This girl named Megan was my friend but lately she's been all b***hy!! If i say something she doesnt like she gives me a dirty look... if im talking to someone she doesnt like she gives me a dirty look!! Im all like what the hell?!?!?!?!? So yea i stopped talking to her and she didnt seem to notice that... until today. She got all up in my face and started screaming at me... yelling about me having no reason to be mad at her... blah blah blah. ok one im not MAD at her!! Im just sick of her!!!! She gets on my nerves constantly... ugh how do you tell someone to shut up without having them completely freak out on you?? wel late l anyways my mom and dad are on their way to springfield illinois to pick up mom's friend becky, from the airport... so they won't be home until later tonight. so im babysitting again tonight!! Woo Hoo... NOT!! ugh i just babysat like a not 2 long ago... grrrr... oh well i guess what can ya do?? nothing.absoultly nothing!!grawr!!! lol uh.... so yea what else should i say about today?? umm there's not much else to say so yea i guess ill talk to ya'll later!!! thanks fer reading dis... and remember to stay crazy!!!

YAH!!! i got my room clean today!! Oh yea!! GO ME! GO ME! lol it was really messy!! i spent like 3 or 4 hours cleaning it!! Im kinda weird when i clean my room... i clean it and i spend hours upon hours cleaning it and i keep it clean for a couple of days then i let it go all down hill for a week or two and repeat the process!!! weird i know!!! like i go through and clean under my bed where all of the junk my mom has NO room for goes... and i cleaned out my dresser took all of the clothes that are junky or dont fit me out of it... ummmm.... oh i cleaned my guinie pigs cage... i clean that every week anyways tho!! umm... oh i cleaned my closet!! It looks nice and orderly now!!!! i vaccumed under everything, i even go around the edges of the room like 2 or 3 times to get everything!!! lol when i clean im obsessive about it!!! lol!!! ahh... oh! my mom told me that sometime in june or july that my family and my moms friend kara and her 2 boys and my aunt renee and cuz damien are all going to FUN CITY!!!! lol it was soooo much fun last time my family and i went, but kara's oldest son justing (12) scares me!!!! oh did i tell you im a chipmunk ninja? yea thats what he said i am!!! weird right?? idk what the hell that even is!!! oh well... hmmm oh if im alot better at driving by the time we go up there i might get to drive!!!!!!!! oh its ganna b soooooo much fun!!! now if mom would gain up enough courage to go back out driving with me i could get better!!! my stepdad told me im not going to drive there cuz of the following reasons:1. I might get lost. (its one road all the way there!!! you follow it for like an hour and an half i watched the turns the last time we went up there! There were none!!!) 2. i wont be driving at his speed and he's not ganna drive at 50 or 45 mph!!! 3. if i make a mistake driving in another state i wont be able to get my actual license until im 21. (thats all of what my stepdad said)
soo because of what he said im ganna make it my goal to be better at driving cuz i really want to drive up there!!!! also just to shove a big old in your face in HIS face!!!! lol he always tells me oh you cant do that or this... blah blah blah then he gets pissed that i proved him wrong!!! WTF?!?!?!? He's not all bad tho... but sometimes i dont know about him... i mean he'll just like turn on you on a dime... if i say something and he doesnt like it he'll go on this like hour long lecture about how thats blah blah blah'z thinking... (to keep from getting nasty comments im blocking out political parties and political thoughts of my stepdad)... so yea he can go on and on about blah's opinion on the death penalty and how he disagree's with them... so on and so on....i mean its like dude i didnt mean to upset you i was just telling you about what somebody said today!! we cant watch tv without him commenting it especially the news!!! oh but he loves the history channel yea hes 30 but he acts like hes 59 and knows everything!!! so everyday when me and my sisters get home from school one of us turns on the history channel cuz 5 minutes after we get home he comes in... that and it keeps him off of our backs about whatever... peace and quite time!!! lol... he means well i think its just he doesnt know how to express himself calmly and politely... i've told him before when he randomly started yelling at the tv... " ya know.... yelling at the tv will do you or it any good... yea they dont see things like you do but hey turn the tables around! would you like someone doing that to u? i dont think so... if ur ganna express urself the the tv at least do us all a favor and dont yell and get all pissed off... for cryin out loud u've got spit all over you!!! see this is why we stop breath and calmly say wat we gotta say" ........ he told me to go to my room cuz i was annoying him!!!! lol i went to my room turned on my stereo and laughed until i couldnt laugh anymore!!!! mainly cuz 1 he took my advice cuz he didnt raise his voice at me and 2 cuz he didnt want to take my advice!!!! lol!!! he is a push over sometimes too!!! ok i found that if i want something... i need to bribe/butter him up... 2 days before a school dance i made some white chocolate macadamia nut cookies.. (his fav...) and i had them waiting on a plate on the counter when he got home... he came home late... it was planting season... he's a farmer... well anways then he sat down with the whole plate and ate them... so i brought over the remote a glass of milk... buttered him up and it worked!!! that and just bugging him works tooo!!! but hey why not go the extra mile?! Plus i had choco. chip cookies in da microwave for me and da girls cuz i made them b4 his cookies!!! and then i made my moms sugar cookies she likes... oh oh and i made frosting!!! yea but it didnt turn out as good as my mom's... but im over it!!! lol well its getting late so i think im ganna go to bed so yea thanks for reading and please stay crazy!!!

ok so yea im really bored!!! im listening to music on my laptop... lol my cousin and aunt were at my house and they love music... except heavy metal... well certain songs they like but they dont listen to it alot... well i have sum rap so i was testing my cousin to see if she knew the song and the artist... then i put on wake up hate by KoRn lol she looked at me and asked what that noise was!!! i laughed and said its heavy metal!! she said oh then she started going through my playlists and asking what all of the bands were... omg now i got her listening to hawthorne heights, mudvayne, static x, etc... lol my aunts ganna hate me for that!!! lol! oh my fav song just came on!!! Side of a bullet by Nickelback!!!! I absoulutly love this song!!!!!!! its amazing!!! lol! hmmmm.... i need to work on my science project but i dont feel like doing it.... i have until may 5th... oh well... i guess... ill start it tomorrow... i think..... lol... omg is saw this amazing quote it said "if you give an eye for an eye all you get is a blind world!" lol isnt it kool? I thought it was!! lol

isnt this a kool picture??? i think its cool looking!!! hmmm i guess im ganna go to sleep or ill just end up listening to music until i fall asleep! lol! thanks for reading and stay crazy!!!

ok so here i am on my laptop its like 9:48 at night and im in the living room watching my little sisters play the wii.... ugh they are fighting over the little pplz you create!!! lol they r fighting over who gets the one i made!!! awww.... i love my sisters lol they r too funny!!! Jozcelyn is the little princess... shes the middle child shes 7 going on 8 in august... she is a lil playa!! all these lil boys are calling the house for her! Then theres alex the baby of the family! shes 5. she has severe adhd and i think she has autism but mom hasnt finished filling out the papers 4 the doctor so he can finaly decide if she has it or not... lol i know i shouldnt have favorites but alex is my favorite!!! ok she cant say all of her words right... well we were watching transformers and she calls it transboners!!! it used to be without the trans on it!!! ok we were at a resturant and alex asked the waitress: "You like boners?" omg the woman blushed and said "excuse me?" i had to tell her thats how she says transformers... ok then we have andrew... hes my stepdads son from his 1st marriage... andrew is 8... well when alex said transboners he told her "Alex its not TRANSBONERS its TRANSFORIGNERS!!" omg i laughed so hard i thought i was either going to burst open all of my organs or pee my pants!!!! luckily neither of those happened!!!!! lol oh i love my siblings even tho we fight alot... oh i have 2 half sisters that i rarely see. they are from my real dad... they live in indiana with their mom... they are i think 9 and 6? im not sure i dont see them alot altho i wished i did... i cant wait to get my license cuz im ganna drive to indiana and visit them!!! oh get this sh*t my real dad jim... well he recently got married... so i have a stepmom and 2 stepbrothers i havent met!!!! i wasnt even invited to the wedding!!! what the hell right?!?!?!?!My gma judy (jims mom) is my only connection of getting info about that side of my family!!! ugh... oh ok i was hanging out with my friends mack and cody and macks bf... mike came over and mike was talking about going in somewhere and that he was scared for life due to the sightes he say... i said " oh u went to my family reunion?" we all laughed!! my family is screwed up but so is everyone elses!!! if u say ur family is normal then i feel bad 4 u!!! thats just a coverup 4 a severly messed up family!!! lol no family is normal but in a sence they are cuz all of us are messed up so our family's are normal i guess.... hmmm a very complicated thought right?? wow i have horrible spelling but i dont care anymore!!! lol... ugh what else should i write about??? hmmm i dont know....
OH ok ill tell you about my new drivers permit!!! Its taken my mom a week to gain confidence to go back out driving with me!!! my stepdad wont go with me due to a pre driving i had with him before m permit... ok mom took me out to a church parking lot... well i was doing good backing out of a parking space when i went to push the brake i stepped on the gas... we almost hit the church... mom was freaking out... mom was like what would you have done if u hit the church i said " we'll tell them god made us do it!!" she said " your a sinner!! your going to hell!" i agreed and we both laughed... she should have seen dad's face!!! i was parking the van 4 him one night cuz we were getting something out of the machine shed so i got to drive the van back out to the house (we were in our driveway anyways!!!)well i went to push the brake pushed the gas and almost ran out into the highway!!!! lol!! he freaked out!!!! it was funny to me!!!we stopped in time and i got out!!!! lol oh my oh my itll take me about 4 hours of driving in a parkign lot b4 i take on the actual rode!!!!!!! i love you all that much lol!!! tee hee!!!!
School was ok for today... oh i talked to that senior guy today!!!! he's alot cooler than i thought he was!! he invited me to sit at his table... oh la la!!!! lol... the rest of the people at his table are boring!!! football this... blah blah blah... basketball that.... blah BLAH BLAHHH... uhhh sports sports SPORTS!!!! i dont like sports too much!!! they r kinda pointless if ya ask me! but thats just me i guess.... oh well... well yea stay crazy and thanks 4 reading!!!!!!